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Autumn Leaves

volume 7 number 6

Roads

by Bradley Alexander Bucsis

Somewhere along the line there was a fork in the road...
And everyone went what seemed to be the easy way and I followed,
whether it was for friendship, for spite, for fear....
I don't know.

But as the road became longer, and the ruts deeper, realization dawned on me.
This was not the way home. But I knew home was no longer,
so I fell to the side of the crowd,
moved parallel to them but no longer part of them,
ignoring the pain in my soul which said this is not the way, not the way...

But as time past, the pain became a wail, impossible to ignore...
I realized my home did exist.

And now we have reached another crossroads,
a crossroads of the soul.
Most continue down the road happily oblivious to the ruts and length.
But a few of us linger behind, tired of traveling on this broken road,
tired of the excuses that had kept us traveling down the road...

I watch the diminishing trail of the crowd as they continue down the road
and I feel a pain of loss,
but my soul knows that this is not the path home, and so I turn,
and begin the journey back to the fork.

A few join me and our tired footsteps
linger in the ears of the vanishing crowd as we head for home

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Copyright © 2003, Bradley Alexander Bucsis, all rights reserved.
First published in Poetry in Emotion, fall 2003.

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