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Autumn Leaves

volume 6 number 7

Waiting
by John Berry

Waiting I

Another morning,
Getting ready for work,
Shower and shave,
And then, while drying,
What's this?

A lump
Where none should be?
Finish toweling off,
And brush the hair,
And head in to work.

But the brain,
Doesn't let go
That easy,
And you think
Of cancer in the family.

Then remembering
You didn't go
To Ceremonials
Last year.
How long has it been?

How many mornings
Have you taken
For granted?
If this is
A worst case scenario.

Needless to say,
Work is not
On your mind,
And you make
A call about that small thing.

Then you are,
On the exam table,
And the Doc says,
"I don't think
it is anything, to be concerned about."

But,
Hedging his bets,
He says,
"If you want,
we can take
it out and check it"

How easily
He is not concerned.
Then you wait
For the knife and news,
And you wait.

Waiting II

So, today,
I am waiting again' too,
For lab results and reports.
It has been said, "Time is relative."

So, relatively speaking, I took some time
Today to have coffee with a friend
And sit in the sunshine
And listen to the wind.

Today, I will take some time
To pick up my son from daycare,
And play right away
When we go home.

Today, I took some time
To speak kindly to people
And e-mail some friends
In cyberspace land.

Today, I will take some time
For my relations, to write some letters,
To my family far and wide,
For that, too, is long overdue.

Today, I took some time
To go out to lunch
With students, and
Ate whatever I wanted.

So, for all my todays,
I will take some time,
However tomorrows may turn out,
I will take more time.

Time doesn't wait, relatively speaking,
So, maybe, I'll just
Wear my blue jeans
To work
Whenever I wish, too.

Waiting III

Awakening this morning,
With small hands resting
On my tummy,
Where beads live.

Rolling out to cold floor,
To pink and blue dawn,
As daystar comes in
The Eastern door.

Smoke and prayers,
Go to the Northern door
With my breath
This day.

It is a good day,
As phone rings,
Spirit voice closes
The Western Door for now.

There will be
Awakenings to come,
With small hands,
And pink and blue dawns.

Other doors shall open,
Other doors shall close,
As these Circles
Continue.

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