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Autumn Leaves

volume 6 number 7

The Closest They Could Come
by Joni Angel Pinkney

I was having a hard time
so I rode my bike out to the park.
There was a storm coming.
I sat down under an oak tree
and offered tobacco
and asked the Thunders to get me outta here!
Sat there a while,
the storm came close.
The wind picked up
and the leaves danced
and you could smell them coming.
But the rain was just holding off,
like holding off when you're making love,
holding back till she's ready,
Then They said,
"Get up and get something to eat,
and then go home and take a nap."
I knew what I was doing was wrong,
so I did what They said.
Rode my bike to a little neighborhood diner.
I had a delicious barbecue beef sandwich,
the kind with the meat cooked real soft
and falling apart in the barbecue sauce.
With lettuce and tomato and mayonnaise
on nice crusty crunchy French bread.
Sloppy.
Like the Rally's ad says,
"If it don't get all over the place,
it don't belong on your face."
The diner was a pretty popular place;
a lot of working people on their lunch breaks were there.
There were mail carriers
and cops
and construction workers
and sales clerks,
all eating that good down home cooking.
I was the only one there who wasn't Black.
I sat off to myself,
eating the sandwich
and thinking of the cow
who died so that I could live.
The storm out there was teasing,
lots of wind and thunder
but not much rain yet.
I finished my sandwich
and put a little of it under a tree for Them.
Then I got on my bike
and went home to take a nap.
Like They said.
The barbecue beef sandwich was making me sleepy.
Soon as I got in the door
the storm came in earnest.
I lay on the bed
and listened to the Fartbags singing
and drumming
and dancing
and farting around out there.
They came real close a couple of times.
So close I could almost smell their farts.
After the storm I went outside.
There were bits of burnt wood
scattered all over the yard.
The wood had a smooth texture
and a fruity smell.
It came from the chinaberry tree in the corner of my yard.
I said to the Fartbags,
"Hey, y'all missed!
You hit the tree
and you were supposed to hit me!"
They said, "No, we didn't miss."
They said,
"This was the closest we could come to you."

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