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Autumn Leaves

volume 4 number 6

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I AM A WOMAN
(written 1997 after Pocahantas came out ...)

by Robyn Scott-McMillen

I AM A WOMAN.
I AM CREEK MARY,
POCAHANTAS, SACAJEWEA.
I AM SHE THAT THEY HAVE
WRITTEN ABOUT,
SUNG PRAISES FOR,
AND LAUDED AS A HEROINE,
AND YET MY SECRETS REMAIN BURIED DEEP WITHIN
MY SOUL, WITHIN MY GRAVE.

WE ARE ALL THREE WOMEN,
HUMANS AT BEST
WHO THROUGH SOME DESIGN
OR CIRCUMSTANCE, FOUND OURSELVES
IMMERSED IN A STORY, A HISTORY YOU MIGHT
SAY, OF A PEOPLE SO STRONG AND BRAVE
THAT WE THE WOMEN BECAME THE
SYMBOL OF THE PLIGHT, OF THE FIGHT
FOR SURVIVAL
IN THIS WORLD FILLED WITH
FANATSY AND MYTH.

WE ARE THE WOMEN.
WE CRY, WE BLEED, WE MOURN.
WE CUT OUR HAIR AND SCAR OUR
LEGS ... ALL THE WHILE WAITING FOR
THE NEW FANTASIES TO BE BORN.

I'M NOT SOME WHORE OR YOUR CONCUBINE
THAT HISTORY WILL ATTEST
WHO USED HER BODY IN WANTON
WAYS TO "SAVE HER PEOPLE."
I'M NOT THAT STOIC PRINCESS
OF NOBLE BEARING AND BIRTH
WHO HAS STOOD BY SILENTLY, FOR CENTURIES
WHILE YOU'VE RAPED AND KILLED
THIS EARTH ... AND MY PEOPLE.
I'M NOT THAT MYSTIC PERSON THAT
DEE BROWN OR DISNEY WOULD PRESENT.
THAT FANTASY IS OVER.. IT HAS
BEEN PUT TO REST
THE REAL WOMAN HAS EMERGED.
AND FOR MY SISTERS OF YESTERDAY
MY ACTIONS TODAY WILL BEGIN
TO CLEANSE THIS WORLD OF THE
INACCURACIES AND LIES
THAT HAVE TRIED SO HARD TO MAKE
ME MORE THAN WHAT I REALLY AM ...
JUST A WOMAN ...
JUST A HUMAN BEING AT BEST.

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